Mistaken-Dreamer

I would usually have made an awesome reference to Ragtime there, but since most of the people who actually read this are deprived of cultural background I shall skip right to the point. I, being the awesome procrastinator that I am, have not prepared a cosplay. So guys, I warn you now, why I show up in to manifest is either going to be one of the dodgiest things that people call cosplay that you have ever seen, or the most random piece of whadafuq? Outfit that you will ever have the privilege to bear witness to. Go me. Until then, I should pay attention in my lectures... Baii.

Well hi! Recently I had my end of semester exams for uni and currently I'm going through mixed phases of severe anxiety waiting for the results and spending time with friends so I can forget about it. It really helped me when I spent a couple of nights at Helpless-Evil (https://www.deviantart.com/helpless-evil)'s place and built a pillow fort and toasted marshmallows on the grill and over a candle and pigged out on pure, sugary crap and watched youtube videos and got visited by Engracia-Penthea (https://www.deviantart.com/engracia-penthea) and TheTornWeaver (https://www.deviantart.com/thetornweaver) and my cool, British uni-buddy. But I'm still extremely worried... Don't worry about me though, I'm sure I'll get over it!

Its likely that a lot of you won't care about this but, for those who do, I had a stunning realisation the other night. My mother had one of her friends from work over and was talking about this stupid lullaby thing I do and then they all looked at me to do it and I just couldn't bring myself to and I was just thinking, "Why on earth am I so afraid of doing this?" So, later that night, I was sitting in bed psychoanalysing myself and I figured out why I'm so terrified of singing in front of people and am so worried about my voice... It's my brother's fault. For those who know Sean, this may seem a little harsh and I myself can't bear to adm